FSUKW wrote:JdPat04 wrote:FSUKW wrote:JdPat04 wrote:FSUKW wrote:Don’t smoke weed. (Or cigarettes). Never have. Never had any medical problems in 52 years. Other than two knee surgeries which came from High School soccer and not the clot shot before BBB opines on it. LOL
Hope he gets well.
Would be nice to not have any health issues. My older brother has hardly ever taken any medicine, never smoked weed, drinks occasionally. I on the other hand got fucked with medical issues.
That sucks JD. I’ve seen all your health posts. Sometimes life serves you a shit sandwich.
I’m pretty healthy but I do wreck my bike a lot. Bicycle not motorcycle. I’m not into that cycling shit. I ride a mountain bike and ride it pretty hard. It’s how I exercise. I’ve wrecked probably 7 or 8 times. One involved a trip to the ER, stitches in my mouth and a cap on my tooth. LOL
Other than stupidity and being wreck less, I can’t complain.
Yeah I did a few of those wrecks as kids but don’t think it ever seriously hurt me. Would be jumping ramps, tire lands wrong and I end up bending my tires and shit.
Pretty sure most of my health issues came from these few things.
Being raped at 4 messed my back up and my digestive system. That’s when it started taking me longer and longer to poop to where it became days in between.
Then I would be 8 years old and weighing 60 lbs, and I’d be catching 50lb watermelons or tossing them from the truck. I helped my Pawpaw do that every summer for years.
Lastly add in all the shit I dealt with thy and shitty people, sent me down a deep road of depression. Add in having shitty sleep all my life and that fucks with my brain and body up too.
Luckily though I’m in a better path now. I still hurt a lot, every damn day but my mind is in a hell of a lot better spot than it was even 2 years ago.
Shit! Not sure I knew all that. Damn! I hope someone killed that mother fucker.
Hope you can spend your latter years feeling better. You deserve weed! LOL
I think I’ve talked about it before on here but you may have been away. He was a relative and nothing happened to him because I waited til I was 17 to tell anybody. First person I ever told was my cousin (step dads niece from Chicago). We were talking about life and the fucked up shit happening with our dads being alcoholics. She then wanted to tell me something happened to her so I went ahead and told her what happened to me.
Then I told Ashley on her dads front porch while we were sitting on the swing, and then I told my mom. Turns out she was fucking molested too (and I think she failed as a parent by not being more aware of perverts out there. She was a kid when she had us though so I know why it happened. She trusted the ones she was leaving us with and her kid was doing it to us.
Anyways, I didn’t tell a doctor until I was 20ish and that’s when they said that’s probably what fucked me up. I let it bother me for years, but it doesn’t mentally bother me anymore. My SiL confronted them online years ago, the mom said it happened to the one that raped me by his uncle, but then claimed her son would never do that.
I never told anybody because I loved him, and his family. I didn’t want to stop seeing his other family, and I didn’t want to be called a liar. I didn’t want my dad going to kill him either so I kept shut about it for years.
I just learned from it and do my best to protect my kid, and any other kid I can from it. Sadly it seems to be commonplace for several of my family members and they never fucking talked about it. My grandmothers sister said her oldest brother would molest them. This piece of shit motherfucker tried to do it just 10 goddamn years ago too, and she didn’t call the cops on him or anything. Luckily he had a wreck in Arkansas and died, but the ignorance of my family has costed us younger generations a lot of harm.